I'm Over It

Aug 25, 2025

Not to worry, back to back posts won’t happen often. The world is overwhelmed enough. I refuse to add to it.

But sometimes I get a thought stuck in my head and it won’t stfu until I write it out.

I don’t want to keep (barely) living this way.

If I can’t fix my life by 50 then I plan to tap out.

It’s not that I have to be rich, I’m just over the never-ending struggle life.

And if you’re like “she’s being dramatic” then cool, ok.

You’re not my people.

Please hear me when I say I’m tired of selling and begging and trying to convince people to buy my work or invest in my wellness or help me survive.

This is not a life.

Rent is due on the 1st and I have -$30 in my account.

C’mon, please be serious. But this is a typical month for me.

Why would I want to stay?

I have 109 days until I turn 50.

I have no idea if I can do it but I’m determined to try.

I’ve come so damn far and I owe it to myself.

Wanna help?

Venmo: @divinerobin

CashApp: $divinerobin

PayPal: practicecommunitycare@gmail.com

And no, this isn’t a veiled “buy my things or else” move.

Quit it. That’s not who I am.

Instead it’s “I make cool shit but I suck at capitalism so I’m still poor” kinda vibe.

Goal to leave this country: $20,000

That could look like:

This is doable but I can’t do it alone.

Don’t have money to make a purchase or contribute?

Share my work with your networks.

Part of why I’m super bad at business is because I don’t have the time, energy or bandwidth to promote.

If you appreciate my writing and can invest $7 month then please upgrade.

When it comes to creatives don’t just consume our content, contribute to our care.

(especially Black creatives)

We deserve to thrive too.

Poverty Sucks